I admit that I’m jealous.

I’m jealous of my cousins. They’re all going to be so beautiful when they’re older and I just feel like I won’t be like them. Some of them will be intelligent, and successful. I can’t help but feel like my future won’t be like that. I’m not as smart, and I doubt I can be successful. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry. I am very happy for them, and I’m happy with my life. But sometimes I feel like I’m not worth anything and I wish someone would just come up to me and truthfully with all their heart say to the world that I do matter to someone. If you’re reading, please don’t re-post this telling me I do matter. You’re just saying that because I just said it in this post and want me to feel better. If you do think that, thank you, but I don’t think I can change my mind to what I just said so don’t bother telling me that I am wrong.

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